Friday, January 28, 2011

OH FUCK

I can't believe - I, damn it, cant see the keyboard, too scared damn it fuck fuck fuck fuck

Wrong person, looking at the wrong person and they slammed into the window by the back door and I didn't have any weapons and I've locked all the doors and why the fuck did my parents have to leave the house

He was hitting the window for ten minutes but I checked and he's gone now and oh god I'm holding onto one of my knives and I know it won't do any good because my hand's shaking and oh fuck I am dead

How can you guys kill people I already threw up and I can't move and I didn't even do anything oh fucking god I'm so useless just a trapped rat in a corner and I wish dying was painless so I'd stop being so fucking afraid -
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7 comments:

  1. EchoJanuary 28, 2011 at 10:22 PM

    Hey. Hey. You need to chill. I'll assume that you're being attacked by a proxy or something similar. M says they're not people anymore. I don't know if that'll help you. We'll all be here for you, but you need to do what you have to to survive.

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  2. SammieJanuary 28, 2011 at 10:38 PM

    Stormy, first off, don't panic. I know it's hard, but it'll only make the situation worse.

    But, otherwise, Echo is right. You have to do what you can to protect yourself Stormy, and We're here for you.

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  3. Lucien DrageJanuary 28, 2011 at 11:29 PM

    Both Echo and Sammie are right. I know you may not like the idea of killing, but as was said, proxies are not people anymore. I would prefer not to have death on my hands too, but in the end, the most important thing is to save yourself, by any means necessary.

    -Lucien

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  4. JeanJanuary 28, 2011 at 11:34 PM

    Call the police. They are breaking and entering. Call 911.

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  5. EchoJanuary 29, 2011 at 12:14 AM

    Is 911 the emergency number in Canada?

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  6. AriaJanuary 29, 2011 at 9:12 AM

    Yes, it is. I did call - he was gone by then and my brain took a long time to catch up but I calmed down and reported it.

    I didn't sleep for a really long time, but I told my parents, they freaked and... I feel so guilty. If I hadn't - if I hadn't gotten into this, then they wouldn't be so scared right now.

    Tired - think I'll go have some coffee so I can actually think.

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  7. EchoJanuary 29, 2011 at 12:55 PM

    Good to know you're safe Storm. You had us worried. If you need anything don't hesitate to ask. :)

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